Le Sigh

I don’t really want to figure out how long its been since the last posting. I guess I just don’t really know what to put on this little sucker. I like reading other’s blogs and I like to look at other people’s lives. Heck, I even just like to look at others pictures. But, either I really don’t have the capacity to sit down and update this on a regular basis, or I haven’t figured out what other’s would find at all interesting to talk about. I work, go to school, and then repeat. Find sleep in there somewhere. I really don’t want this to be a journal entry either, just cause it’s private and the internet is huge and vast and a lot of who cares anyways. And frankly I get embarrassed easily, soooo the end.

But, from recent events in my life, I have come to realize that I lack a voice. I’m far too easy going. I don’t like to cause problems and don’t make an opinion about anything. Instead, I keep it in my head and let life drift me to wherever it will.

Maybe I can find a use for this then to get out of my comfort zone and contribute to this life I call today. So, I’ll create a list. A “Things I Want To Do But Don’t Because Of Whatever Odd Reason” list. And then I’ll try to complete it. A goals list of stuff that I want to change and work on.

Prepare yourself for domestication, Ms Britni. You’re not a college student anymore living from one test to the next. Responsibilities include a Husband, two cats, and family/friends who deserve a great friend in return.

I don’t expect a complete 180, or that I’ll like what I try. I understand that I’m not a crafty person or that I don’t have a lot of cute “Mormon Mommy” projects. Cause frankly, I have no clue how the heck they come up with that stuff….But, I do want to try. And I do have the desire to potentially be the best that I can be. A guess you’d call it a hobby search. And a try at domestication, my worst enemy.

Next step….a list….which shall be great….and glorious….and probably something that I’ll just have to keep on adding to as well…